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@ 2007-04-06 16:14:00
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Challenged
I went with friends to see Elie Wiesel in Charlotte give a talk entitled "Against Indifference." He was very professorial, and quiet spoken, and also very moving. The perfect example of someone who can explain why anger is a good and powerful tool for change, and why hate is not that. As one would expect before he was finished I felt he threw down the challenge for me to do more with my life.

Or considering recent re-consideration to be more in my life.

Having been brought up by pre-hippy, not quite beatnik parents I was raised to be very accepting of others. Even at an early age I realized this meant people who weren't accepting of others, or even me. What he mentioned that applied particularly to me is that without realizing it I've felt pretty self-righteous about exactly that. He talked about the need to be humble before people and that only after that could you be proud of being accepting.

Overall I'm a big fan of pride. It's yet another tool for positive change, the desire to be able to be proud of a skill or an attribute. It generally makes us better people. There's also the fact that I have a big but fragile ego, which is supported by pride quite nicely.

So there's this division I need to pay more attention to between pride and righteousness. I suspect it will require a lot of work, but I suppose it's good work, if you can get it.




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Fragile?
[info]ciordia9
2007-04-12 04:02 pm UTC (link)
You fragile? No way! You're no glass man. The Scottish side will have none of that! :P

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Fragile
(Anonymous)
2007-04-16 01:32 am UTC (link)
Dude, y'know that you don't have to be doing the physical aspects of yoga to be practicing it. What you described is pretty close to what I understand of yoga. Self evaluation, humbleness in the face of it all, self realisation, all those big word hitters. The thing is, it doesn't matter how you are, you just are. It's you underneath it all regardless of how others or indeed how we perceive ourselves. It's all just illusion. So don't beat yourself up. As that famous enlightened yogi, Spock, always said - live long and prosper.

Crazzy guy.

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Re: Fragile
[info]naughtomaton
2007-04-16 01:40 pm UTC (link)
Oh, I'm not beating myself up. I'm embracing the opportunity to change.

Humbleness is going to be a challenge, but I'll see what I can do :)

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